going digital

I've been carrying around this black notebook a lot lately. Writing down all of ideas/thoughts/nonsense. The majority is 2:am stoned doodling. Being unemployed has really broke a lot of creative boundaries I had set up for myself over the years. Having so much free time has of course set me up for hours of more TV, lurking facebook, internet dating sites, reading much more about conspiracy theories, and smoking a lot of weed.

What can really come of this? Brainwashing and a lot more criticism towards life. I've noticed myself just cursing at the screen and giving cynical commentary on almost everything. So if you want to read about having fun and enjoying life. I suggest you better turn your back on this journal. It only goes down hill from here.